Sometimes

The feeling came back … the feeling of when I wake up in the mornings and just lie there in bed wishing some one I cared about was here with me… Ppl like Maryanne coz with her I feel safe... like for some strange reason … I just do … she is the closest person I have to a sister … she’s practically family … even my aunts have excepted her as family …she’s like the niece they never had… which is kewl… when we first got the house here … my aunt thought of her too … like … when they come to visit.. She has a place to sleep and all … so yah... visit me u bum … Then there are mornings that I wake up wishing “she” was here … but that feeling slowly disappears as I slowly figure out that she probably has ppl she cares abt… well she did tell my friends that she just can’t see me in that way so wat can I do… right … but I can’t seem to get her out of my mind … like yah … some girls u just want to get into their pants … but with her … I just want to hold her and tell her that everything is alright… she’s had so many things go wrong in her life and yet she can still smile and be happy… she’s so strong and how much I admire it… that she has the most beautiful look I’ve seen… that she’s so down to earth, genuine that its almost unreal… that her the most appealing thing abt her is how she looks at someone… and that I can get lost just by looking into her eyes … that she has so much potential that its amazing… I just want to be with her … but like her song says …” she always belonged to someone else”…